I’ve decided to start all over again. I wouldn’t call this a new year’s resolution as it’s already February *squeeee*, January disappeared so quickly and it also included my birthday!
Being optimistic is my goal but it might take a lot of strength to achieve it at the moment. I have terrible mood swings but they stay in my head, I try not to let them affect how other people see me and so far it hasn’t worked so well. I’m going to pursue what I love and try to smile, smiling is contagious afterall.
I must confess that out of everything I do at the moment being with my family and friends has been the best therapy. Whether I’m with them in person or in contrary online A different me emerges, an upbeat and generally a better person. Being on my own forces me to think and sometimes my mind gets the better of me, it totally takes over my thought process and nothing good comes from it. Depressing thoughts surround me with no escape. My resolution is to block it all out, try again.
My old blog is called Hither Holly, I used to use it to post poems and passages of my emotional state but I won’t be using it anymore. In a few years time I’ll be sure to look back on it and want to tell my old self things get better – Well I hope so anyway!
Keep smiling : )
*update – I have removed the link to my last blog for personal safety
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Nice to meet you Holly. Wishing you happiness and smiles, both with your family and within yourself. Remember that we all have bad days, mood swings and boredom, just get out there and live. Be amongst people and make the most of each day.
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